Had an amazing day with Donnie. We ate at Lynn’s Paradise Cafe and had a blast watching True Blood. Maybe my life doesn’t always suck as much as I think. I keep doing this thing where I make Donnie feel bad for not being all the things I want him to be though. I don’t even realize I’m doing it until he gets upset. I don’t know where we are headed. But I do know that with everyone getting married lately, that I really don’t want to for a while. I feel like it’s becoming a cult. I’m also saddened by the fact that, statistically, half of these marriages won’t last.

Here in a few minutes I am heading downstairs to watch some of the movies Billy has downloaded. I’m not at all tired. Tomorrow is going to be a boring day at work, but I have Tuesday after that, with nothing to do but lay by the pool and hang out with Cari. It should be fun. Good night, all.

Aug 7, 2011