I just love how I’m the “lazy one” at work. I’m not gonna lie I don’t like my posi. I like about two people on it and that’s it. So I read instead of socializing, and apparently, this makes me lazy? One guy reads the entire fucking night regardless of what’s happening. Nobody says shit. I’m on a super easy load surrounded by people that rarely need help. What am I supposed to do? Stare at my empty chute all night? How is that better? It’s ridiculous. On my posi there are five different people who can’t stop touching/hugging/massaging each other and it makes me want to puke. One girl thinks she is a junior supervisor and one girl moves so slowly that she makes molasses look fast. But god forbid Shana read a damn book. EVEN THOUGH she helps her neighbors, loads other people’s stuff when it redlights, and kicked ass tonight she is obviously lazy. What’s more is that I couldn’t really care because I like having time to read. Nursing school is going to kill me. I need that reading time. So now I’m trying to decide what’s more important - study time for school or what my posi thinks of my work ethic. I’m not trying to make UPS my career. I’m only here because I have to be. I’m counting down the days to graduation. All the people I consider important know that I’m an excellent worker. So does it really matter if not everyone finds me to be the best worker they’ve ever seen? …I don’t know. Honestly I’ve never considered this before, but I’m starting to think that people see an overweight girl reading a book and think “Ahh, she’s fat because she’s lazy.”